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AM I LOVED?

inlondonbyheart:

But he was perfect because he was sweet and nice and intelligent and had a large vocabulary and we had the same sense of humor and he shared his concerns with me, and he liked the Beatles and he was perfect

Update: he is a prick, i was wrong.

You’ve got all these unbelievable misconceptions of me

Every time I think you love me for me

I am once again wrong

I should have known better

Than to feel laid back

You think im out of control

When really you just don’t know

Don’t know what you are missing out on

But I feel

Watched

Judged

Unloved

And I didn’t expect that from you

I always tell how loveable you are

When all you do is tell people what a mess I am

Sorry I drink

Sorry I have smoked once

Sorry im being flirted with

Sorry I am young and insecure

Sorry I don’t fit your high expectations

Sorry I don’t know who I am yet

Sorry that I don’t hide who I am like you

Sorry that my soul is naked

Sorry I am reckless

Sorry that im not who I used to be

Sorry that im not really sorry

Because this is me

And maybe im like you

Because I also have too high expectations for you

For an example I expected you to love me unconditionally

That was stupid

But im still not sorry

Don’t expect me to be.

But he was perfect because he was sweet and nice and intelligent and had a large vocabulary and we had the same sense of humor and he shared his concerns with me, and he liked the Beatles and he was perfect